A Tauren's Tale

So here’s a log…pertinant info taken out but you will get the point

Does anyone really think that there would be a username of “amievil”? yeah right like that is going to happen anytime soon…have fun with that!

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Well, it has been 72 hours some a lot harder then others. Right now i woudn’t mind a smoke but i can’t. i said i am quitting so i am putting my all into it. The patch has definately been helping but like i said before it maybe all mental but whatever it is working right no matter what the reason. so about now i really want stronger happy pills, i don’t even think i care how i get them. i may up my dose on the ones i have like go to the full 300mg today verses waiting until monday but i don’t know yet. maybe the doctor can prescribe me something way way way way stronger then some people might actually like me. but well i think it will come down to poop on you, i have to do what is best for me and on.y time will tell what that is in the moment. right now i am not sure, i have a lot of decisions to make and a lot of options to take, now to figure out which ones to take. i rhymed   That is about the only thing that has even come close to cracking a smile on my face today. Oh well on to more work.

So for now about a day and a half I haven’t smoked a single cigarette. I can’t say that it is easy, but the patch is definitely helping. I am not really sure if it is the still flowing supply of nicotine or if it is just merely the instructions that if you are wearing the patch, do not smoke or you could cause major problems. I think that because I a mental person that has a lot to do with it all. Probably more then the actual nicotine, but whatever it is it seems to be working for now. I also started the generic equivalent of Zyban which if you don’t know is a derivative of Wellbutrin, so that being said yes it is a happy pill. The reason behind that is that it (once I hit full dosage) will help to cut the edge off a little bit. Help lessen the side affects and since I notice I generally smoke when I am pissed off or frustrated it should help to cut that down quite a bit. So here’s to the attempt at quitting wish me luck and all that fun stuff…..

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Help me Buy this Bat.

SO here’s the thing… i want this

Well it looks like it is going to run me around 300 bucks, so here’s the thing. I need everyone to pitch in so i can get it. I know all of you love me sooo much so any generous contribution to the “Buy Arthur a Bat” fund would be greatly appreciated. If you see me you can just give me cash or contact me and i will find a time to catch up with you. Also donations will be accepted at all Tuesday and Friday Softball games. I really hope that this doesn’t end up with me peddling on the street corner selling my body to the world. So please save me the embarassment and the anguish just a couple bucks can go a long way.

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